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  • Didion

    Joan Didion: What She Means is an exhibition as portrait, a narration of the life of one artist by another. Organized by critically acclaimed writer and New Yorker contributor Hilton Als, the exhibition features approximately 50 artists ranging from Betye Saar to Vija Celmins, Felix Gonzalez-Torres, Maren Hassinger, Silke Otto-Knapp, John Koch, Ed Ruscha, Pat Steir, and many others. The more than 200 works include painting, ephemera, photography, sculpture, video, and footage from a number of the films for which Didion authored screenplays.

    Opening less than a year after her death at age 87, and planned since 2019, Joan Didion: What She Means follows a meandering chronology that grapples with the simultaneously personal and distant evolution of Didion’s voice as a writer and pioneer of the “New Journalism.” The exhibition closely follows her life according to the places she called home and is laid out in chronological chapters—Holy Water: Sacramento, Berkeley (1934–1956); Goodbye to All That: New York (1956–1963); The White Album: California, Hawai‘i (1964–1988); and the final chapter, Sentimental Journeys: New York, Miami, San Salvador (1988–2021).

    Joan Didion: What She Means is organized by Hilton Als in collaboration with Connie Butler, chief curator, and Ikechukwu Onyewuenyi, curatorial assistant.

    EXHIBITION TOUR SCHEDULE

    Hammer Museum, Los Angeles: October 11, 2022–February 19, 2023
    Perez Art Museum, Miami: July 13, 2023–January 7, 2024

    Via Hammer Museum.


    … it seemed to me that the exhibit homed in on what I consider to be Didion’s most overlooked works, including the book Where I Was From, her essay “Some Women,” and her groundbreaking investigation of the Central Park jogger trial, titled “New York: Sentimental Journeys.” “What She Means” provides a timely corrective to some of the backlash bashing of “Saint Joan,” as Daphne Merkin mockingly called her.

    Evelyn McDonnell

    JOAN DIDION: I am more attracted to the underside of the tapestry. I tend to always look for the wrong side, the bleak side.

    ALS: I feel very defensive about her in that way. And it’s just – it’s bizarre to me that it’s even an issue, what she looks like. Please just read her.

    ALS: No, because her work is alive. You have to think about it as an alive thing. So how could you respond by mummifying it? You could only respond by saying what was beautiful and what you’re responding to because you’re alive to the experience of reading her. No, she’s alive. Those words are alive.


    The structure of the exhibition and the work it presents are ultimately difficult to follow, though pleasurable if one is a fan of both Didion and Als as thinkers; it leaves the viewer with little if any larger statement about the author’s life and impact that has not already been stated elsewhere in Als’s previous writings or in the 2017 documentary about Didion’s life, The Center Will Not Hold. However, the show does offer an important gesture; a nuanced, rich, and beautiful memorial for Didion.

    Olivia Gauthier

    “Deriving not only from the landscape but from the claiming of it, from the romance of emigration, the radical abandonment of established attachments, this imagination remains obdurately symbolic, tending to locate lessons in what the rest of the country perceives only as scenery.” Joan Didion.

  • Everyday practice to affirm existence

    “Black performance and quotidian practice were determined by and exceeded the constraints of domination.

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    Scenes endeavored to illuminate the countless ways in which the enslaved challenged, refused, defied, and resisted the condition of enslavement and its ordering and negation of life, its extraction and destruction of capacity. The everyday practices, the ways of living and dying, of making and doing, were attempts to slip away from the status of commodity and to affirm existence as not chattel, as not property, as not wench.”

    Saidiya Hartman, Scenes of Subjection: Terror, Slavery, and Self-Making in Nineteenth-Century America.

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    Roses for the home.
  • a place of recognition, a mirroring

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    … closeness […], one that defies time and space impressed itself on her imagination. Reading Dickinson’s letters and poems she found in the work a place of recognition, a mirroring of her own inner landscape. […] She would enter more fully into the psychic spaces inhabited by Emily Dickinson to return to herself, and her present.”

    bell hooks, between us: traces of Love–Dickinson, Horn, Hooks

    Roni Horn: Earths Grow Thick, (catalogue), Felix Gonzalez-Torres (There it was, […] all by itself, […], it didn’t need anything. Sitting on the floor, ever so lightly. A new landscape, a possible horizon, a place of rest and absolute beauty. Waiting for the right viewer willing and needing to be moved to a place of the imagination.).

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    … fantasy [or the imaginary] is in realism. What is possible, what is probable, what an action might do, and the scale and the scope of the possible effects of things, that’s all about fantasy, projection, and attachment. It’s not exterior to life at all, it’s interior. It’s all about moving within the space of living.

    Berlant & Hardt, 2012.
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    Make even everyday moments memorable via Improve your memory.

    paying undivided attention to important events and interactions

    Make even everyday moments memorable–assigns vivid images to whatever one’s trying to remember

    study or reflect on things you want to remember, the more likely these memories will be strengthened–commit the scene to memory by journaling


    “a memory uncertain about a sentence
    a certain observation of an indefinite object”

  • NPR on Haiti

    Crisis!

    The constitutional mandate of Haiti’s de facto ruler, Prime Minister Ariel Henry — which some viewed as questionable from the start, as he was never technically sworn in — ended more than a year ago.

    The country has had no president since its last one, Jovenel Moïse, was assassinated in 2021. Its Senate is supposed to have 30 members, and its lower legislative chamber should have 119; all of those seats are unfilled. Haiti’s elected mayors were all reappointed or replaced in 2020.

    And last week, its 10 remaining senators departed office after their terms ended, leaving behind a nation’s worth of elected offices that now sit empty after years of canceled elections.

    The country of 12 million people last held national elections in 2016.

    Rampant inflation has sent the cost of food and gas spiraling; food insecurity is so widespread that about 40% of the population do not have enough to eat. And the disasters have combined to keep thousands of the country’s schools closed, meaning millions of Haitian children have lacked steady education and meals since the beginning of the pandemic.

    via NPR.

  • Berlant, back in 2012.

    Lauren Berlant on the Critical Lede, August 25, 2012. They introduced Cruel Optimism (2011).

    “… forms of optimism, I’m very interested in, are the kind with which you attached your endurance in the world, with which you attached your continuity in the world

    … what it means to have a life […] there’s so many people but one normative model of having a life […] it’s the job of politically engaged critical work to try to imagine other ways of having a life”

    all of that is about the way that the labor of the reproduction of life in the historical present is sustain by the fantasy of the good life but is lived as an ongoingness

     you make your political claim in the present

     the present […] as a place where people are figuring out life

    affect works in the present, it’s the bodies response to the world

    attempts to change people’s political consciousness, not by changing their ideology, but by changing their affective relation to inhabiting the public

    what ought to be in the collective imaginary for flourishing”


    … optimism is cruel when the object/scene that ignites a sense of possibility actually makes it impossible to attain the expansive transformation for which a person or a people risks striving; and, doubly, it is cruel insofar as the very pleasures of being inside a relation have become sustaining regardless of the content of the relation, such that a person or world finds itself bound to a situation of profound threat that is, at the same time, profoundly confirming.

    via Encountering Berlant part two: Cruel and other optimisms
  • Thought process

    Joshua Rothman on forms of thinking, in New Yorker.

    “our inner voices are powerful tools that must be tamed. […] The idea is to manage the voice that you use for self-management.

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    Schwitzgebel thinks it’s a mistake to categorize dreams one way or the other. “We should also consider the possibility that our dreams are neither color nor black-and-white,” he writes. Dreams are unreal, and might not lend themselves to being described during waking life. In describing them, we give them a fixity they may not have.

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    Daniel Dennett argued that a layer of fiction is woven into what it is to be human. In a sense, fiction is flawed: it’s not true. […] Fiction, Dennett writes, has a deliberately “indeterminate” status: it’s true, but only on its own terms. The same goes for our minds.”


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    Walking long and far help my thinking process.

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    Stand and stare some place, recalling or thinking through what comes to mind.