
lulled by the numb languor of that divine emptiness,
[…]
driven either by ambition or adrenaline, by morbid curiosity or necessity,

A field guide. “The North Star, a wooden rectangle [kamal], and a knotted string guided Arabs at sea.” National Geographic, July 1982, p. 22.
“the perennial problem of artists: time, and what to do in it.” (ZS)
“the flowers we tend with our own hands have a habit of blooming in our expectations and filling our hopes with a sweetness”
“it is no use relying on artists, poets, philosophers, or saints to make something of the enclosed spaces or the waste portions of our soul: Il faut cultiver notre jardin.” (Vernon Lee)


In dim light now, his eyes
straining to survey
the territory: here is the country
of Loss, its colony Grief;
the great continent Desire
and its borderland Regret;
vast, unfathomable water
an archipelago—the tiny islands
of Joy, untethered, set adrift.
At the bottom of the map
his legend and cartouche,
the measures of distance, key
to the symbols marking each
known land. What’s missing
is the traveler’s warning
at the margins: a dragon—
its serpentine signature—monstrous
as a two-faced daughter.
My Father as Cartographer, Natasha Trethewey
Allons! the road is before us!
It is safe—I have tried it—my own feet have tried it well—be not detain’d!
Let the paper remain on the desk unwritten, and the book on the shelf unopen’d!
Let the tools remain in the workshop! let the money remain unearn’d!
Let the school stand! mind not the cry of the teacher!
Let the preacher preach in his pulpit! let the lawyer plead in the court, and the judge expound the law.
Camerado, I give you my hand!
I give you my love more precious than money,
I give you myself before preaching or law;
Will you give me yourself? will you come travel with me?
Shall we stick by each other as long as we live?
Song of the Open Road, 15, Walt Whitman

“A certain liquidity suffused everything about the place” (JD, Miami)
Schubert: Piano Trio No. 2 in E flat, Op. 100 D.929 – 4. Allegro moderato · Beaux Arts Trio
Schubert: The Piano Trios ? 1985 Universal International Music B.V.
Released on: 1986-01-01
Piano: Menahem Pressler, Violin: Isidore Cohen, Cello: Bernard Greenhouse
Recording Producer: Volker Straus
Recording Engineer: Cees Heijkoop
Composer: Franz Schubert